Your Fantasy World Looks A Little Cold.

I have this friend who just doesn’t get it, living in a total fantasy world, forcing his relationship, which only he is a part of, onto a guy who really isn’t that interested anyways, it’s sad in a way, to be so desperate for the real thing, to just have such an incredible in denial mind set, he’s been away for some time trying to make it work, making all the effort, having one sided talks of moving in together, which I'm sure is only wanted by him, can someone be so blind?, “sorry you can’t come till Wednesday” we all think it, maybe he has someone else over? Maybe none of his friends know about you? Or maybe he’s just too afraid to tell you that this isn’t what he wants, but it was fun while it lasted, I remember in my last relationship which lasted for so long, I wanted to escape, to not be held in this invisible prison trapped with someone who just doesn’t do “it” for me anymore, the spark just wasn’t there, and maybe it’s just not there for half of this couple, it’s going to be falling down around him and its going to be such a disaster, but only for one, the one who throws around “I love you” like wedding confetti and doesn’t consider its meaning, but not the other, using weird analogies and a total lack of it at all, I know things like facebook are just websites, people always say that, it doesn’t really have much meaning and all the rest of it, but still, if you are out with someone, seeing them officially, at least shouldn’t there be some mention of you on there? A picture? a name? Something, and if there’s nothing, maybe it’s just because your his best kept secret, a far away flaunt that he doesn’t, maybe you are just his play thing and he is going to play you like a cheap instrument and discard you when a more upper model comes along, I must admit sometime ago I would have been a big hypocrite about this, but back then I soon realised fantasies, views of the perfect one and the perfect relationship shouldn’t be milked to death and lived by like everyday rules, but that doesn’t mean you should become a recluse and a cynic, but maybe you should be taking your relationships with a pinch of salt, and actually open your eyes, maybe you should open your eyes, realise he doesn’t want you, and move on without getting hurt, because you should just realise it wasn’t serious, it wasn’t real, and you were just kind of being an idiot.