I Can't Wait To Meet You, I Love You.

How awful, tragic and desperate, I can’t imagine it, I can even begin to fathom, but maybe it’s just gotten to the point where nothing’s going how you want it to, so you begin to create and shape your own life however unbelievable it may be and slip on your rose coloured glasses which are making you near to blind, have you ever found yourself in a position where maybe your life isn’t going how you want it to?, how you saw it being when you were younger, you expected so much, and wanted it to be so exciting and perfect, with all these plans and ambitions, but what if you find it has come to the point where it’s not really so much paradise you find yourself in, confronted with problems and troubles at every turn, is that really good enough reason to start creating a life with lies, controversy and disproof, claiming to a life of events to be, of the future, and the now, with no real solidity to any of it, and be so desperate you end up forcing this life you want so much onto people who don’t really want any part of it and a person who may even not be known to you, I have come to be aware of someone who has become so determined to have the life they envisioned they have given their “love” to someone they’ve never actually met until recently, but before was still planning, and feeling so much for who? a picture on a screen and a voice down a phone, to move to a city where they’ve never been, and to just pick up their life in total and travel to somewhere, where they could potentially be left stranded and with nothing, and then it all comes falling apart at the seams, why would someone take such a colossal risk with their lives?, it could be due to a depressive state of things not going so much the ways they had planned, but everyone has that at some point don’t they? But I've never seen it in my time that someone has ever made what I feel to be a massive mistake, and could potentially make everything a whole lot worse than before, is it really better just to fake it?