The Thrill Of The Chase

Why is it, that whenever you try and try to be the nice guy, and not complicate the situation as much as you could possibly manage, it ends up not working out, I always thought it was a myth or just something you see in the movies where people love a bad boy, who is someone that comes along with the chase, the drama, the constant difficulties, who make you work for something that should be a lot simpler at achieving, a real partnership that should just be a bit more effortless then people usually think it should be, but in my experience people always resist the effortlessness, and yearn for that feeling of the thrill of the chase and the drama, why is it that these people who seem so level headed about most other things in their lives, who prefer working to make every day better like in their jobs or family life, hate the idea of having the ideal partnership handed to them. I just can’t get my head around it, like these people would avoid buying a ticket from the relationship lottery out of fear of winning.

It’s almost like these people are choosing to struggle.

This got me thinking that I’ve never really been with anyone who I could just be with, I mean I’ve been with plenty of people for different amounts of time long or short, but I’ve never really ‘been’ with anyone, I would always make it as easy as possible to just be, just to get on with one another and enjoy the time, but then it all fell apart when they felt the loss of the chase, and the settled down feeling, like all these people are so scared of any commitment, like it meant the end of the world or their lives, I’ve had all the excuses, I’m too young, I’m too busy, I’m just not ready, excuses, always excuses, if people never stop resisting then where will all be in the years to come? Alone and constantly chasing after the wrong people, avoiding that perfect situation with the perfect person, because they’re too busy chasing after the idea of constantly having to run around to get somewhere or someone, when realistically life doesn’t always have to be that difficult, you can actually have your cake and eat it too, people just won’t wise up and grow up and prefer just to drift from chase to chase and I however, refuse to chase anyone. I prefer to actually eat me cake and not throw it away.