Monotone Men.

I have a real bad habit of when the passion in my relationships, fades from them, I usually move on to find someone new, for something different, where everything is unexpected and fresh, so far in my active love life 14 months has been my longest relationship, which thinking about it seriously isn’t that long, is it?, am I always to be evacuating from my relationships when things turn gray? I mean I like the idea of long term love but not at the cost of the heat and the romance and the must admit hot passionate sex. I'm always scared that forever I’ll be always running away when everything turns monotone, or maybe on the opposite side of things I’ll just settle for a love that isn’t quite full and whole, but still you have to be optimistic towards life or you might as well just give up now right? Maybe I just need to look for Mr. right and not Mr. right now in a more constructive manner, I have a tendency to always rush into a relationship, I have never had it where we are friends first, getting to know each other, dating, having the first, second and third date, its always hello we’re together, and then spending the “relationship” together learning about each other until I discover something I don’t really like or cannot see me getting used to, and ending it after several months, which isn’t at all healthy in any sense, I still learn lessons and the what not to do’s, but still thinking on it now, I would go back, and change it all, id make so many decisions, which would basically be the opposites of the ones I actually made, maybe then I wouldn’t be dreaming of a car crash amnesia patient who weirdly resembles me.